We, I, have started my journey of “branding” myself for the ADE institute. I recently wrote about my apprehension of using corporate language when sharing my online identity, values, and mission, so I remove my critical hat of the language for the time being (but will continue the thought process and growth on my original post)
In this post, I want to drink the Kool-Aid a bit so to speak and go through the process with an open mind. I have been given a workbook as a guide to investigate and reflect on my values, mission, passions, and purpose. I have been meaning to do this for some time, so the activity seems relevant. I am, at the moment, not concerned about the brand or the product, but a closer look at what it is I believe in. I have spent most of career looking closely at who I am. Identity in general is a passion of mine, but I see the value in consolidating the pixels of who I am into a bite size snapshot. And that is what I will be doing for the next few hours.
I love to write and wrestle with ideas through text, so this is where I have chosen to start. I hope to move into media and more dynamic forms of engagement, but words are where I am rooted and this is where I will plan the seed. I apologize in advance for walking through what may seem like a scripted process, but if it proves to be too restrictive I will, as I am apt to do, fly in a new direction.
Step one: Explore my roles…
Father, artist, writer, educator, open/free-sharer, filmmaker, photographer, storyteller, leader, friend, husband, trouble maker, rabble rouser, revolutionary wanna be, critical thinker, button pusher, observer, inspirer, fire starter, a process…in the end I am an ongoing project that will only end, or perhaps continue, upon my last breath. At this moment in time: I am a father, and educator and learner.
I have been asked to look at these disparate roles through the lens myself as an ADE and a professional educator. I think the three roles that jump out are: open/free-sharer, leader, and artist/storyteller.
Let’s take a closer look at what each role means to me and what that can look like:
Open/free-sharer: I believe that openness leads to empathy, understanding, and authentic human connection. By openly sharing many aspects of our lives with as many people as we can, we connect on a deeper level- we are more than teachers and so we must connect beyond education if we want to truly create a community.
My mission is to lead by example. Prove to people that being open with ideas, dreams, and fears is valuable and liberating. Help others understand that their fears and inhibitions are obstacles. Help students and teachers deconstruct the walls they have built around themselves so we can better see each other- with our flaws and failures, but also to share our light.
This is a passion of mine because I was an awkward shy kid who carried inside me a tremendous weight. I would have loved an opportunity to have access to the global stage now offered digital citizens. The experience of sharing my voice has been a vital shift for me both personally and professional. My whole life I have been hearing my voice, but not able to share it. But that has all changed.
So will this work for others as it has for me? Will it work for you? I am not sure, but I am a believer in these lines from Modest Mouse: I know this of myself
I assume as much for other people. We have to be more alike than we are different, but purpose is to see if I am right
Leader– I believe that leadership is not about pushing or pulling, but by inspiring and modeling. It is about listening and caring. I am not good at this. I know. It is new for me. I am often excitable, passionate, and have been told I am intense. I know what it is right and I want to prove it to you, but I know this method will not work. We need to be humble and kind. As a mentor working with other teachers, I need to meet learners, students or teachers where they are, not where I want them to be.
My mission as a leader is to learn how to slow down. I want to listen more and talk less. I want to understand why teachers fear technology, not make confident assumptions. I want to learn to lead.
I am passionate about being a leader because I am enthralled by politics and the way we human beings interact. A school is a microcosm of our society and if we cannot learn to function within one of our most important institution how will we ever work toward s a more peaceful, sustainable functioning world.
The purpose is easy. World peace! Not too ambitious right? I have been intrigued by human connections since I was a child. My life’s work is to continue my journey toward self-understanding and peace, in hopes that it will open a window to the global stage.
Story teller/Artist– Novels, music, photography, film, poetry, sculpture, dance, doesn’t matter the medium I love stories. I love exploring how we all, in our individual ways and collectively experience reality.
I want to continually fine-tune my story telling abilities while also helping others understand that they too have a story to share.
Feeling a bit repetitive here. So I will say it all in one line: I want to connect people through stories, so we can see clearly our similarities and our differences, in hopes of creating empathy and understanding.
Now I have been asked to ask a friend about how you feel. As a perfect way to model behavior, I want to ask you, my network to share what you think:
What do you notice about what I have written?
What seems important to me?
What do you know about me that is missing?
Time is of the essence, so please just take a few minutes, read skim, browse and jot down a few thoughts. Thanks!
I only ‘know’ you through Twitter and your blog but you always have something interesting to share. You write with an expectation that our thinking should always be reflective and prepared to shift with the innovations happening around us.
From reading the above, I made a few notes – from my perceptions 🙂
Innovative explorer and boundary-pusher who expects teaching and learning, and leadership, to be relevant, innovative and inspiring. Challenger of thinking, attitudes and expectations.
Empathetic free-thinker fascinated by the world around you.
Hope this is useful. Keep challenging us to think deeply and explore!
Justine 🙂
You have a real need for genuine connection, even if using digital media to attain it. You want to understand but also have a need to be understood. Your feelings in your youth and how they affect/influence you now sounds very similar to my own story. You have a strong sense of right and wrong and this can sometimes get in the way of understanding, but you know this about your self and thus have a heightened vigilance about it.
Like you, I also value openess and honesty, and I have discovered in the past several months the more open I have been, the more positive the response from others has been to it. It has also helped me to sort the wheat from the chaff so to speak in my relationships, as I am not interested in fighting for shallow connections, but will be true to the deeper, genuine ones. I suspect you feel the same.
Cheers!
Jabiz
I think one of the key things missing from this post is that you love to PLAY. One of the reasons I find myself easily convinced to participate in all this trouble-making fire-starting is because it is so much fun. You say your purpose is world peace. Of course all the adults look to this aim as the claim of a dreamer. Of course it gets dismissed as something too complicated to attain. The beauty in such a claim is that it centers your efforts on a child-like dream of connected joyful being, and paints all people in all opportunities as potential playmates, there to explore and understand the wonder and awe of existence. Your open sharing invites others to let go of all those adult hangups like ego and just play with the world.
We are, after all, just children trapped in adult bodies.
Jabiz, I know I said this morning that I found thinking about you way more interesting than thinking about myself, and after reading your blog, I can see it is more true than even I knew.
Jabiz, I have only known you for about 24 hours and you are right when you say that you are intense. That was my first impression of you. However, in the very next minute your passion is what shines through. I hope to continue the connection.
In our interactions, and through my observations of your work, my impression is that inside you is a vast reserve of passion and creativity, with the conditions of humanness and the external world (only two hands and so many hours in the day) serving as a bottleneck for freeing those reserves, birthing those ideas, setting them in motion. I think that patience with that process, that bottleneck – your goal to slow down speaks to this – is an admirable goal. Something that I have observed is that you have a special kind of bravery, a willingness to stick your neck out in many ways. Public self-reflection I think is something many shy away from, but your actions provide a compelling model.
I have been following you for about a week. In addition to you r passion, you are introspective, reflective, and a global, diverse thinker. You are also transparent. I learn a lot from you and enjoy your thoughts.
Testing the Twitter thang.
Thank you so much guys! Looking forward to taking all that I wrote, adding what you said to create something simple, honest and clear.
It’s good to be intense – you talk things through, write it out and as a result you take it to the next level and be one of those ‘out-of-the-box’ thinkers. It was great to spend time with you!
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Jabiz,
You are a man with very intense words, and I think that is great to have. I like the idea that you take your work and ideas to the max!. We all need to think above and beyond some times, and I can tell you put a lot of time and effort into your thoughts. I enjoyed your humor also in your writing , you are a very interesting person…..